áki moisey. who knew.

i’m not sure what i’m doing here.

i’ve created this persona.  to open up.

to allow all that i keep in to breathe.

and i still don’t know how exactly to do it.

or if it is even worth doing.

i think i hope for a connection

for someone to understand

for someone to say “hi. i get it. it’s ok”

is that it?

i wonder if this will ever even be read

ever be looked out.

trying to figure out what happend to my art.

is it normal to be so dispersed?

what the fuck is normal anyway?

yesterday i was full of thoughts suicidal again.  the same old ones that i never act on and probably never will.