February 2010
6 posts
I’ve been living in my own head for far too long. That’s the problem.
sick
i’m making myself sick again.
as my wife has stated. I make her sick too.
great.
joy.
unsure
i’m not sure what i’m doing here.
i’ve created this persona. to open up.
to allow all that i keep in to breathe.
and i still don’t know how exactly to do it.
or if it is even worth doing.
i think i hope for a connection
for someone to understand
for someone to say “hi. i get it. it’s ok”
is that it?
i wonder if this will ever even be read
ever...
this new project
finally. a space where i can breathe. and be.
does anyone else feel suffocated at times.
how does this work?
most important part of this project: maintaining my anonymity.
to allow full complete and deep breaths
does anyone understand that?
