I’ve been living in my own head for far too long. That’s the problem.
i’m not sure what i’m doing here.
i’ve created this persona. to open up.
to allow all that i keep in to breathe.
and i still don’t know how exactly to do it.
or if it is even worth doing.
i think i hope for a connection
for someone to understand
for someone to say “hi. i get it. it’s ok”
is that it?
i wonder if this will ever even be read
ever be looked out.
trying to figure out what happend to my art.
is it normal to be so dispersed?
what the fuck is normal anyway?
yesterday i was full of thoughts suicidal again. the same old ones that i never act on and probably never will.
finally. a space where i can breathe. and be.
does anyone else feel suffocated at times.
how does this work?
most important part of this project: maintaining my anonymity.
to allow full complete and deep breaths
does anyone understand that?
